I think its cruel
When you leave and ….
When u keep your wet toothbrush
Your scent ,
the warmth in my bed …and
leave … and leave me the after taste …
Death was his Profession
He dipped them in the abyss
But made sure to pull them up to life
So gentle quiet and low key..anesthetist
Poison in one hand and antidote in the other…..
Nice and sweet..routine
In the custody of loneliness..
A spear was thrown may be thirty something years ago .. I don’t really know
Flashing lights, crushing heaves
Pounding and ringing.. pleas are in vain..
Agonising , crushing .. Life is fading ..
This is for real.. He knows what to do
Hundreds of times he did it for everyone drill or true ..but never to himself ..
Reaching for a phone , for a vein ..
For air ..
Could he CPR himself
Or did he roll in despair ..
Falling in the abyss.. so familiar
deep … and real…
Darkness prevail ..
I am gone..
the end is written and mission is done
The TV set is on ..
patients – still – been dipped and pulled
But for him , poor me , there was no one to attend ..
God bless your soul my friend
I wish I knew you a bit more ..
Shut your door
Death in the vicinity
Lock it, bolt it ,and add
the steeliest chains and beams
No way to dodge it
So may be ..
Just may be ..
there is mercy
In death unseen, unattended
in the suddenness of
Death with dignity
Five thousands mile from home
With a bubbly dream
She washes my dishes
With soft cloth
She dusts my life
With the taste of home she cooks for me
Homesick or whoever is sick at home
She bears the agony of love at bay
And yet .. She smile ..whenever she can
And dream of him at home in May ..
The news comes
Wrapped in a black day
“Your love is gone”
Stabbed to your death
One dream undone
A corpse of flesh earthed
and one above to be
My shirt is crisply ironed
My dishes are still done…
But the song in her heart
Is no more here..
The tree was short and bare
But for him,three little fruits,and her
Like anyone of you
July’s sun and crazy
Summer fun was due ..
The beach was wearing
A turquoise blue dress with golden seem
Tickling their feet
They built castles he swept them
and their dreams
The sea took their father away
July decided to keep him
Ramadan came then the fall will
And the short tree is still bare
But for three little fruits , and her ..
Ants I know are tiny and creepy
Yesterday,they invaded my life
Crawling next, over and under me
And this is a true horror story
I woke up on what felt
Iike noise .. but it was not..
I couldnt see until next to it I knelt
And here it was my poor half nut …
Ants are munching my half cashew
Fifty of these bustards or so
Flocks of hairy bare feet came through
Some walking and some even flew
I am not so clear,
What triggered the lunacy in me
Frenzy outburst and I could hear
Screams and shouts of a deadly spree
Poor ants squashed by my giant feet
Frantically chasing them like my enemies
I must have crushed some black heads
Gutted some, and some managed to flee
Next morning ..
I looked down to where I left the scene
Unease swept me of my feet
fathers, mothers and aunts of ants ,
I must have flushed also a queen..
Flushed away dismembered ants and half cashew ,
I could see, with no more ants on nuts to chew,
So triumphant and full of glee ..
the only debris left was me …
Have you lost a card or two ? Do you feel the loss like me ? ..
Blaming all , but you .? Do you feel the loss like me ? ..
There was meant to share .. Do you feel the loss like me ? ..
Why do you set me a trap? .. Do you feel the loss like me ? ..
And for that, you have to pay, dear.. Do you feel the loss like me ? ..
And they call it motion sickness.. Do you feel the loss like me ?
He told me what could happen in a blink of an eye
Surprised, though I could understand why..
A question hanging with so thin thread
Should certainly snap , fall and all
I pulled a breath and gave a long warm sigh
Now I could fathom and pull an answer
All the things .. In blink of an eye..
All the things .. In a blink of an eye..
A frog catching a fly ..
Lightening or alike of a hunch ..
can I lie ..
Falling in love .. Fall for the charm once and twice
or get dumped , again, once and twice maybe thrice
I can skip a heart beat or god forbid die…
In the same blink of an eye ..
i can punch you and start a fight ..
From in fact .. No way …
Could anything really happen in a blink
Seeded in the dark shadow of the mind
Like your well having a drill or exercise..
Put him infront , to the back ,then to the side
In a whim you can die or let undie
He fell like a log with a dull thud
When I gave it to him … Hard
Surely thing can happen in a blink of an eye..